Sadness

I wish that today i don't have to work, do my duty in this office. Allah, this is so hard to me. I feel so down deep:( You lie to me.. You said you don't want to make me sad, you said that i'm one of your best friend, you said that you care about me. You couldn't keep your promise. I'm so upset, you know that??? That's bullshit!!! Why you didn't tell me the reason why? After all you can leave me, you can dump as you wish! And i will receive it my friend:) Ehm.. you just create a second sadness:) I'm sorry if i made a mistake to you. I'm sorry if i'v hurt you so deep. Really i didn't meant it.. Hope that you'll comeback soon, say goodbye to me:)